Things just had to go from bad to worse, didn't they?

I am so damn scared. As much as I adore the headless chicken ideal of running around frantically bumping into walls, and the like, I don't like being undermined, or people attempting to push me aside from what is rightfully mind.

Consider the above to be a rant, and now I'm going to worry-cry underneath my blankets, excuse me.

e.

Okay, I know I haven't written in a long time (and I've missed so many people because of it), but I need to at least make some form of statement, however cryptic, just in case it filters around to you guys.

There have been rumours started about me via this site, vicious ones. Luckily some kind soul let me know, and here was I, thinking things were calming down.

Anyway, just letting you kids know that if you accidently stumble on anything out in there, to ask questions first before jumping to assumptions (you're all free to pm me if you want to know gory details).

But yes, I'm keeping my head down and doing what eblades do best (if you don't know what that is, shame on you!).

Love to all and sundry,

e.

ps, no, this doesn't mean I'm back to writing, and doodling...damn workload has stopped me even -talking- to my friends, let alone anything do anything as joyous as something creative. Give it a few more years

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Update

The above appears to be cleaned up, and I'm hoping life will settle down to being normal again. I'm just hoping that something I hold close to me won't crumble because of harassment and privacy infringement.
Perhaps I should go all angsty and emo *grins widely* Okay, okay, I'm kidding, I'm just shaken up and scared.

Now, back to work! I'm building an external harddrive, its smooth...and I'm liable to break it, yeay me!

I do fake chirpyness rather well, don't you think

e.

Mood: Sleepy...
Listening to: Trans-Siberian Orchestra - Wizards in Winter
Reading: Arthur C. Clarke - 2001: A Space Odyssey
Watching: Ghost In The Shell

I'm sorry, I've been sooo busy with work!

Please forgive me? I'll...mebe do something at christmas, but don't hold your breath...

Mood: Sleepy...
Listening to: Electric Six - I Invented the Night
Reading: Terry Prachett - Strata
Watching: New Dominion Tank Police

Damn familyghost...

Crustymuffin...I am soooooo tagging you with this!

Mwahahaha!

20 Things about me:

1: I have purple hair...yeay!

2: I live in the UK

3: I'm obsessed with an online game.

4: I'm in my second year of my degree in Zoology

5: I should be asleep right now!

6: I believe that we need to save the world...eco-terrorists sign up here!

7: I like being different...

8: ...but I still sometimes worry what people think of me

9: I think my seperating of 7 & 8 was a cop out

10: I sporadically have a brain fart and spend too much money online (ebay and amazon....damn you! Just...damn you!)

11: I like salad withOUT dressing (Nikoom shares this opinion!)

12: I have my tongue pierced

13: I think Lemurs are awesome, especially B&W ruffed ones.

14: I love a boy who loves his coqui.

15: I've met Delphoric, Crustymuffin and Enpu2...they rock!

16: I love the feeling of hair clippers against the back of my head

17: I wish aliens were real.

18: I dream in colour, and I've dreamed about every person I've ever spoken to at least once.

19: I don't update enough, I know this, and I'm sorry I haven't been doodling recently

20: I hope that people tag back *smiles hopefully*

Mood: Chirpy
Listening to: Elvis Vs Junkie XL - A Little Less Conversation
Reading: Terry Prachett - Strata
Watching: New Dominion Tank Police

Leave a comment here and...

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.